he's the one for me...

nowadays my day getting stress and i'll miss him so much.i feel like inside of me something broke but i just don,t know how to describe, i just want somebody shoulder for me to cry on. i hate myself now and i hate of me being like this, it should not be like this hmmm Raya just around a corner, but i have no mood at all for Raya this year n i feel like missing something.hmm it,s all my fault, why i,m keep trouble other peoples and makes people stress and getting boring with me?? hmm i,m soorryyy  :'(